I struggle to sleep at night.
I have flashbacks of the horrific images of how my husband’s body was left.
I miss the love of my life every day.
It’s hard for me to trust.
It’s painful to see his things all over the house, but I cannot bear to take them down.
I miss feeling loved, protected and cared for.
I miss feeling like I was someone’s everything.
I miss laughing so hard because he was the only one that brought constant intense humor into my life.
I am tired every single day.
It saddens me not to hear his voice, feel his touch, or see his kindness.
I hate not having my husband here to get his opinion on things, especially on hard decisions or when I am scared.
I miss feeling whole and happy.
I miss holding his hand.
It pains me to see my daughter play and talk to his picture instead of having him.
I hurt every day and that will never go away.