Moving Forward

.... is different from moving on.

Moving on implies forgetting what is past.

Moving forward is more difficult. It involves carrying the past with you while you walk forward one step at a time. Never forgetting, but continuing to breathe and live.

Some days I can accomplish this.

Some days I can't.

Some days the past feels too heavy to carry with me.

But I'm getting there.

Moving_Forward_-_June_23__2010.jpgI'm not gonna lie .... the 2nd year anniversary was hard.

I really, really didn't want to get out of bed.

I was supposed to play tennis but had a good friend that stepped in for me when I called to say I couldn't.

Instead I went with another friend to see a movie.

It seemed that I was more in the mood to escape from reality for a few hours.

And the movie did the job.

For a few hours.



But ..... the date is gone and I survived.

I am now well past that date of two years. Who would've thought?

Not me.

No way.


There were many days when I really didn't think I'd survive the week, let alone the months and years.

But here I am .... still breathing. Still walking.

Most days.


I am blessed.

I am thankful.

Most days.


I am thought of.

I am loved.

Every day.


And I thank God for the rest of you out there, those I've met and those I have yet to meet, who are with me on this road.

I thank Him for the way we all support each other and the way we "get it" .... with words, or just with hugs (real & virtual).

I cannot imagine having to walk this road alone.


Thank you .... each one of you .... for encouraging others through your pain.

It's quite an amazing community.


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