commented on Day Of Birth
2016-10-09 12:09:49 -0700
Im so sorry Alicia, our stories are quite similar. John and i were also high school sweethearts who only reunited the year he passed away. Yes we are grateful but we feel robbed of our time. We should be living a full life.
Two and a half weeks is very fresh and not too much helps to ease how you feel right now, please know you are not alone in this. About 2 weeks after my love passed i started writing in a journal all the memories we had made over the time that we had gotten to share together. I had journals from high school and there were things in it that i had forgotten we did. The journals soon after became letters to him. And each night for hours i would write to him about everything. Every emotion, every memory. I know you will find support and understanding here. Im so sorry you lost him, it never goes away but we learn to live with it. We adjust to life with grief and it is both beautiful and brutal. You will smile again, you will laugh again i promise, hold on beautiful. Sending you all my love and strength. Xox